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<!--Generated by Squarespace Site Server v5.5.4 (http://www.squarespace.com/) on Sun, 05 Jul 2009 17:36:01 GMT--><rss xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:wfw="http://wellformedweb.org/CommentAPI/" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><title>Word from the Desert</title><link>http://wordfromthedesert.squarespace.com/meditations/</link><description>Word from the Desert</description><copyright></copyright><language>en-US</language><generator>Squarespace Site Server v5.5.4 (http://www.squarespace.com/)</generator><item><title>If you cannot be merciful...</title><category>Praxis</category><category>St. Isaac of Syria</category><dc:creator>wfd</dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 01 Jul 2009 23:17:30 +0000</pubDate><link>http://wordfromthedesert.squarespace.com/meditations/2009/7/1/if-you-cannot-be-merciful.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">10146:65694:4494747</guid><description><![CDATA[<p>&#8230;at least speak as though you are a sinner. If you are not a peacemaker, at least do not be a troublemaker. If you cannot be assiduous, at least in your thought be unlike a sluggard. If you are not victorious, do not exalt yourself over the vanquished. If you cannot close the mouth of a man who disparages his companion, at least refrain from joining him in this.</p>
<p>St. Isaac of Syria</p>
]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://wordfromthedesert.squarespace.com/meditations/rss-comments-entry-4494747.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>In the Holy Trinity hut of St. Anne's Skete (on Mt. Athos)...</title><category>Anonymous</category><category>Forgiveness</category><category>Gerontikon</category><category>Mercy</category><dc:creator>wfd</dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 01 Jul 2009 11:45:26 +0000</pubDate><link>http://wordfromthedesert.squarespace.com/meditations/2009/7/1/in-the-holy-trinity-hut-of-st-annes-skete-on-mt-athos.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">10146:65694:4490475</guid><description><![CDATA[<p>&#8230;there lived, many years ago, five natural brothers. Because of Satan&#8217;s envy, they started quarrelling among themselves in such a way that they became known as troublemakers. They did ask forgiveness of each other every night, however, and thus they were forgiven.</p>
<p>Many years were passed in this way. Then one day no noise was heard coming from their hut. That night the dikaios of the skete was informed in his sleep that all five brothers had reposed in the Lord. He went with some other fathers to the hut, and indeed they saw that it was true. All five of them had departed to the Lord in a position of prostration, while asking forgiveness of each other. The forgiving and merciful God had taken them away right after Vespers.</p>
<p>Thus God gave a sign of justification and salvation, a proof of correction and forbearance, and a sign that one should never judge his fellow men.</p>
<p>from An Athonite Gerontikon</p>
]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://wordfromthedesert.squarespace.com/meditations/rss-comments-entry-4490475.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>You aren’t able to repent properly...</title><category>Community</category><category>Elder Porphyrios</category><dc:creator>wfd</dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 23 Jun 2009 21:13:24 +0000</pubDate><link>http://wordfromthedesert.squarespace.com/meditations/2009/6/23/you-arent-able-to-repent-properly.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">10146:65694:4420407</guid><description><![CDATA[<p>&#8230;and to be alone in the heights of the love of God. That is to say, just God and you; just Christ and you. The love of Christ is offered and always passes through other people.</p>
<p>Elder Porphyrios the Kapsokalyvite (1906-1991)</p>
]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://wordfromthedesert.squarespace.com/meditations/rss-comments-entry-4420407.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>Alban was still a pagan...</title><category>Biography</category><category>The Venerable Bede</category><dc:creator>wfd</dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 20 Jun 2009 22:48:30 +0000</pubDate><link>http://wordfromthedesert.squarespace.com/meditations/2009/6/20/alban-was-still-a-pagan.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">10146:65694:4393809</guid><description><![CDATA[<p>&#8230;at the time when the cruelties of wicked emperors were raging against Christians, and he welcomed into his house a certain clergyman who was fleeing from the persecutors. This man he observed to be engaged in continual prayer and watching day and night. All of a sudden, Divine grace shone on Alban, and he began to imitate the example of faith and piety which was set before him, and being gradually instructed by his wholesome admonitions, he cast off the darkness of idolatry, and became a Christian in all sincerity of heart. The aforesaid clergyman having been some days entertained by him, it came to the ears of the wicked ruler, that this holy confessor of Christ, whose time of martyrdom had not yet come, was concealed at Alban&#8217;s house. Whereupon he sent some soldiers to make a strict search after him. When they came to the martyr&#8217;s house, St. Alban immediately presented himself to the soldiers, instead of his guest and master, in the habit or long coat which he wore, and was led bound before the judge.</p>
<p>It happened that the judge, at the time when Alban was carried before him, was standing at the altar, and offering sacrifice to devils. When he saw Alban, being much enraged that he should thus, of his own accord, put himself into the hands of the soldiers, and incur such danger in behalf of his guest, he commanded him to be dragged up to the images of the devils, before which he stood, saying, &#8220;Because you have chosen to conceal a rebellious and sacrilegious person, rather than to deliver him up to the soldiers, that this contempt of the gods might meet with the penalty due to such blasphemy, you shall undergo all the punishment that was due to him, if you abandon the worship of our religion.&#8221; But St. Alban, who had voluntarily declared himself a Christian to the persecutors of the faith, was not at all daunted at the judge&#8217;s threats, but putting on the armour of spiritual warfare, publicly declared that he would not obey the command. Then said the judge, &#8220;Of what family or race are you?&#8221; &#8220;What does it concern you,&#8221; answered Alban, &#8220;of what stock I am? If you desire to hear the truth of my religion be it known to you, that I am now a Christian, and bound by Christian duties.&#8221; &#8220;I ask your name,&#8221; said the judge; &#8220;tell me it immediately.&#8221; &#8220;I am called Alban by my parents,&#8221; replied he; &#8220;and I worship and adore the true and living God, who created all things.&#8221; Then the judge, inflamed with anger, said, &#8220;If you will enjoy the happiness of eternal life, do not delay to offer sacrifice to the great gods.&#8221; Alban rejoined, &#8220;These sacrifices, which by you are offered to devils, neither can help the recipients, nor answer the wishes or desires of those that offer up their supplications to them. On the contrary, whosoever shall offer sacrifice to these images shall receive the everlasting pains of hell for his reward.&#8221;</p>
<p>The judge, hearing these words, and being much incensed, ordered this holy confessor of God to be scourged by the executioners, believing he might by stripes shake that constancy of heart, on which he could not prevail by words. Alban, being most cruelly tortured, bore these sufferings patiently, or rather joyfully, for our Lord&#8217;s sake. When the judge perceived that he was not to be overcome by tortures, or withdrawn from the exercise of the Christian religion, he ordered him to be put to death. Being led to execution, he came to a river, which, with a most rapid course, ran between the wall of the town and the arena where he was to be executed. He there saw a multitude. of persons of both sexes, and of several ages and conditions, who were doubtlessly assembled by Divine instinct, to attend the blessed confessor and martyr, and had so taken up the bridge on the river, that he could scarce pass over that evening. In short, almost all had gone out, so that the judge remained in the city without attendance. St Alban, therefore, urged by an ardent and devout wish to arrive quickly at martyrdom, drew near to the stream, and on lifting up his eyes to heaven, the channel was immediately dried up, and he perceived that the water had departed and made way for him to pass. Among the rest, the executioner, who was to have put him to death, observed this, and moved by Divine inspiration hastened to meet him at the place of execution, and casting down the sword which he had carried ready drawn, fell at his feet, praying that he might rather suffer with the martyr, whom was ordered to execute or, if possible, instead of him.</p>
<p>While he thus from a persecutor was become a companion in the faith, and the other executioners hesitated to take up the sword which was lying on the ground, the reverend confessor, accompanied by the multitude, ascended a hill, about 500 paces from the place, adorned, or, rather clothed with all kinds of flowers, having its sides neither perpendicular, nor even craggy, but sloping down into a most beautiful plain, worthy from its lovely appearance to be the scene of a martyr&#8217;s sufferings. On the top of this hill, St. Alban prayed that God would give him water, and immediately a living spring broke out before his feet, the course being confined, so that all men perceived that the river also had been dried up in consequence of the martyr&#8217;s presence. Nor was it likely that the martyr, who had left no water remaining in the river, should want some on the top of the hill, unless he thought it suitable to the occasion. The river having performed the holy service, returned to its natural course, leaving a testimony of its obedience. Here, therefore, the head of most courageous martyr was struck off, and here he received the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love Him. But he who gave the wicked stroke, was not permitted to rejoice over the deceased; for his eyes dropped upon the ground together with the blessed martyr&#8217;s head.</p>
<p>At the same time the soldier was also beheaded, who before, through the Divine admonition, refused to give the stroke to the holy confessor. Of whom it is apparent, that though he was not regenerated by baptism, yet he was cleansed by the washing of his own blood, and rendered worthy to enter the kingdom of heaven. Then the judge, astonished at the novelty of so many heavenly miracles, ordered the persecution to cease immediately, beginning to honour the death of the saints, by which he before thought they might have been diverted from the Christian faith.</p>
<p>The blessed Alban suffered death on the twenty-second day of June, near the city of Verulam, which is now by the English nation called Verlamacestir, or Varlingacestir, (St. Albans) where afterwards, when peaceable Christian times were restored, a church of wonderful workmanship, and suitable to his martyrdom, was erected. In which place, there ceases not to this day the cure of sick persons, and the frequent working of wonders.</p>
<p>At the same time there also suffered Aaron and Julius, citizens of Chester, and many more of both sexes in several places; who, when they had endured sundry torments, and their limbs had been torn after an unheard of manner, yielded their souls up, to enjoy in the heavenly city a reward for the sufferings which they had passed through.</p>
<p>The Venerable Bede, Ecclesiastical History of the English People 1.7<br />St. Alban the Protomaryter of Britain<br />Commemorated 22 June; martyrdom dated between AD 209 and 304<br />icon and troparion at:<a href="http://www.comeandseeicons.com/a/inp156.htm" target="_blank">http://www.comeandseeicons.com/a/inp156.htm</a></p>
]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://wordfromthedesert.squarespace.com/meditations/rss-comments-entry-4393809.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>There was in Alexandria a virgin...</title><category>Abba Macarius the Great</category><category>Greed</category><dc:creator>wfd</dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 19 Jun 2009 11:41:08 +0000</pubDate><link>http://wordfromthedesert.squarespace.com/meditations/2009/6/19/there-was-in-alexandria-a-virgin.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">10146:65694:4378270</guid><description><![CDATA[<p>&#8230;of humble appearance but of overbearing disposition. She was exceedingly rich, but never gave an obol to a stranger, virgin, church, or poor man. Despite the many rebukes of the fathers, she did not turn herself away from material wealth. Now she had some relatives and she adopted one of them, her sister&#8217;s daughter, and night and day without any longing for heaven she kept promising her all her wealth&#8230;</p>
<p>Now they say that the blessed Macarius wished to &#8220;tap a vein&#8221; of this virgin to alleviate her greed. This Macarius, priest and superior of the poorhouse for cripples, devised the following ruse. In his younger days he had been a worker in stones, what they call a gem engraver. He went to her and said: &#8220;Some precious stones, emeralds, and hyacinths, have come into my possession. Whether they are simply a find or stolen property, I cannot say. Their value has not been ascertained, since they are priceless, but they can be had by anyone who has five hundred coins. If you take them, you will get your five hundred coins back from one stone; the rest you can use to pretty up your niece.&#8221;</p>
<p>Intent on his every word, the maiden took the bait and fell at his feet. &#8220;I beseech you,&#8221; she exclaimed, &#8220;do not let anyone else have them.&#8221; Then he invited her, &#8220;Come to my house and see them.&#8221; She was not willing to wait, however, but put down the five hundred coins for him, saying, &#8220;Take them as you wish; for I do not want to see the man who puts them up for sale.&#8221;</p>
<p>He took the five hundred coins and gave them for the needs of the hospital. Some time elapsed, and since the man seemed to have a very great reputation in Alexandria, and a love of God, and was charitable he was active until he was a hundred; we spent some time with him ourselves well, she was discreet about reminding him. Eventually she found him in the church and asked him, &#8220;I beg you, what did you decide about those stones for which I gave you the five hundred coins?&#8221;</p>
<p>He said in reply, &#8220;Just as soon as you gave me the money, I put it down for the price of the stones. If you wish, come and see them in the hospital, for they are there. Come and see if they please you; if they do not, take your money back.&#8221;</p>
<p>Now the hospital had the women on the upper floor and the men on the ground floor. And leading her he brought her up to the entrance and asked: &#8220;What do you want to see first, the hyacinths or the emeralds?&#8221; She replied: &#8220;As you please.&#8221; He took her to the upper floor, pointed out the crippled and diseased women, and said: &#8220;Look, here are your hyacinths!&#8221; And he led her back down again and showed her the men: &#8220;Behold your emeralds! If they do not please you, take your money back!&#8221; Turning about then, she left, and going back she became ill from much grief, because she had not done this in God&#8217;s way.</p>
<p>Palladius Hist. Laus. 6. 1 9</p>
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